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Winner of the Edna Ferber Prize
Long-listed for the 2014 Flaherty-Dunnan First Novel Prize
“A sly, promising and ambitious debut.” —Publishers Weekly
“Chloe Benjamin is a great new talent.” —Lorrie Moore, author of Bark: Stories
It’s 1998, and Sylvie Patterson, a bookish student at a Northern California boarding school, falls in love with a spirited, elusive classmate named Gabe. Their headmaster, Dr. Adrian Keller, is a charismatic medical researcher who has staked his career on the therapeutic potential of lucid dreaming: By teaching his patients to become conscious during sleep, he helps them to relieve stress and heal from trauma. Over the next six years, Sylvie and Gabe become consumed by Keller’s work, following him from the redwood forests of Eureka, California, to the enchanting New England coast.
But when an opportunity brings the trio to the Midwest, Sylvie and Gabe stumble into a tangled relationship with their mysterious neighbors—and Sylvie begins to doubt the ethics of Keller’s research, recognizing the harm that can be wrought under the guise of progress. As she navigates the hazy, permeable boundaries between what is real and what isn’t, who can be trusted and who cannot, Sylvie also faces surprising developments in herself: an unexpected infatuation, growing paranoia, and a new sense of rebellion.
In stirring, elegant prose, Benjamin’s tale exposes the slippery nature of trust—and the immense power of our dreams.
About the Author
Chloe Benjamin is the author of the New York Times bestseller The Immortalists and The Anatomy of Dreams, which won the Edna Ferber Fiction Book Award. She is a graduate of Vassar College and The University of Wisconsin-Madison MFA program. Learn more at ChloeBenjaminBooks.com.
"A debut novel of subtlety, depth, intrigue and tenderness. Chloe Benjamin is a great new talent."
— Lorrie Moore
"The way that Benjamin gives equal weight to both the romantic relationship and the novel's more cerebral, philosophical questions is impressive -- and a feat we hope to see in many more books to come."
"Uncertainty lingers through much of Benjamin's book, which has all the trappings of a scary thriller, but which skillfully converts itself into something more genteel and, in a way, more methodical: a study of the grim work of growing up."
"After reading Chloe Krug Benjamin’s The Anatomy of Dreams, you’ll never dream the same way again. Benjamin’s debut is a majestic collision of sci-fi thriller and love story that explores, as the title claims, the anatomy of dreams — their power, both chilling and beautiful— through the lens of a young couple. Sylvie and Gabe meet as teens at a California boarding school and, years later, become sleep researchers investigating lucid dreaming under the instruction of their former teacher, an intelligent and mysterious man with potentially sinister intentions. Though anchored in reality, their story takes surreal turns.It’s a riveting tale that will instantly transfix readers, like a dream you’re not quite ready to wake up from."
"A sly, promising, and ambitious debut."
“Mounting tension and [an] atmosphere of secrecy will definitely keep the pages of this taut psychological exploration turning right up until the tense, satisfying denouement.”
"Rich in metaphor and hypnotic rhythms, the prose is lyrical and dreamlike."
— Emma Straub, author of Laura Lamont's Life in Pictures
— Karen Brown, author of The Longings of Wayward Girls
— Dean Bakopoulos, author of My American Unhappiness
"This stirringcoming-of-age story explores the murky landscape of the human psyche and forcesreaders to question the fine line that defines our moral limits. A subtle yetstartling debut, The Anatomy of Dreams is both a psychological thriller as wellas a love story that will transfix readers all the way to its portentous conclusion."
"In deft,tender-but-not-sentimental prose, Benjamin follows her protagonist SylviePatterson from a boarding school in northern California to the New Englandcoast to the Midwest along a journey influenced and shaped—in ways even Sylviedoesn’t understand—by an enigmatic headmaster and medical researcher, and by Sylvie’sfirst love. Benjamin’s novel envelops like a dream, but also provides a muchmore complete, satisfying story than a dream can."
“This elegant first novel is both driving mystery and stirring love story…A fast-paced, satisfying read from a bright new talent."